Baby, It's Cold Outside

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...at least in my neck of the woods, and i am lovin' it. 
i am home for the weekend, for a long weekend, as a matter of fact, as i managed to snatch two (and a half) days off work, so i don't have to go back to the (currently) loathed budapest until wednesday morning.
i am at my grandma's for a couple of days, enjoying the chilly weather - i am actually wearing SOCKS and a CARDIGAN while all the windows and the door are closed. nice, isn't it? i simply admire chilly, autumn-ish weather, especially when it comes in the middle of summer. i can hardly wait for the actual autumn to arrive.

anyway, i am playing countryside living for a few days, and i have this comforting, nostalgic feeling. i remember being here (almost) exactly a year ago, the weather was sort of cold and greyish back then as well, i was reading the friday night lights book and franny & zooey, i had just learnt that i wasn't accepted to elte to do my ma studies, and i did not know what to do next. i was aching, and suffering, and shitting my pants while making one of the hardest decisions of my life. and now it's a year later, and this has passed too. i made it through the wilderness, somehow i made it through (i do hope you noticed that i have just quoted a madonna song). i found a way,  because there was a will. i feel like i should do a proper retrospective/comparative post.

but not today. now i'm going to make a cup of tea, crawl under a thick blanket, get back to my agatha christie book, get lost in between the lines, and go back avoiding life completely.